Losing you is my greatest fear :'(

Once you start loving, I mean like an unconditional love there is always something happening; something the total opposite of the 'love' around. It is exactly as Newton's 3rd law of motion. I don't know how to get things right :s If me staying next to you hurts you or reminds you of all the sorrows I inflicted to you, I guess better we part ways :) But how ? I just can't say goodbye :( This is the selfish part of me taking over me... but how can I make you realise that I love you <3 I want to be just like you want me to be :( I feel so connected, I just don't want you to disappear from my life :/ neither I want you to be around cause' I do not want to have any false hope of us coming together again :'(

So i cross my heart and i hope to die !