Saturday, December 15, 2012

OVER !

Insensitivity --'

I hate your insensitive attitude, I don't know what exactly you feel :/ Sharing of our feelings is the key to the success of a relationship :s don't feel afraid, I won't judge you :o Everyone has his flaws as well as his own convictions :) What you think right, might be a neutral thought for me :o Should I let that distance ourselves ? NO! I'm too strong and I will fight this :D (Y)

Us/Her - You/I

I'm afraid to lose you, even though I know that you complete HER :( I feel happiness when you say you met her, there is this sparkle in your eyes that I haven't seen in a while :s I feel being so selfish despite knowing that we can't be together, I force upon you to stay :s Maybe i'm overstressing myself for nothing ^^' maybe there's nothing of this happening :o I love you far much to let you go <3

Monday, December 10, 2012

# If you don’t clear your misunderstanding in time they become the reason for distance forever.

WHY ??

Why are you inciting me to FIGHT ? Why are you happy, when i'm killing our relationship? Why are you doing all these ? Do you want to get over with us? I feel like crying over whatever I say to you :( I feel like drowning in my own words :'( I cannot withstand this :( Please stop ! :(

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Perplexity :s

Waking up with a text from you saying that you're aware of your sudden change in behaviour and you want to be alone :/ has not only disturbed me, but also left me more confused than I was :o Should I continue to be closer to you ? Should I be less present in your life ? Should we be just friends ? In 4 days we'll celebrate our 11 months of togetherness :) Should it come to an end ? So many questions, but i'm afraid to seek answers from you :(

Tomorrow will tell :)

Tomorrow is the biggest mystery of everyone's existence, I only want you to be part of mine... Maybe accepting my past, my lifestyle, my today and maybe my tomorrow seems difficult rather impossible to you :/ Let me say that I love you the way you are :) We ain't perfect, that doesn't mean our mistakes are crimes and neither sins :s I know whatever we do, we face it again here on earth. I so want to ask you :( What do you fear? Living your life besides me? Do you feel you're doing something wrong? Because I know that I mean a lot to you and so do you :)

Well...If we're meant to be, then we shall be together :) 
This awesome feeling when you love and you are loved by someone so dear

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Losing you is my greatest fear :'(

Once you start loving, I mean like an unconditional love there is always something happening; something the total opposite of the 'love' around. It is exactly as Newton's 3rd law of motion. I don't know how to get things right :s If me staying next to you hurts you or reminds you of all the sorrows I inflicted to you, I guess better we part ways :) But how ? I just can't say goodbye :( This is the selfish part of me taking over me... but how can I make you realise that I love you <3 I want to be just like you want me to be :( I feel so connected, I just don't want you to disappear from my life :/ neither I want you to be around cause' I do not want to have any false hope of us coming together again :'(
So i cross my heart and i hope to die !